I miss my P.Sawyer :(
Peyton: Hi, it’s Peyton. Yeah, I’m sorry. I know it’s late there, I just… what happened to us? You know? I don’t know who I am anymore. Or how I got here. I miss who I used to be. I wanna have a home again, ya know? And real friends. You know, the kind of friendships we used to believe in. I miss that. And I miss you. I guess I just miss all of it. Does any of that make any sense?
Brooke: Yeah, it makes all the sense in the world, Peyton. Four years ago, it all seemed so clear, didn’t it? Conquer the world, save the world, live happily ever after.
Peyton: Are you happy, Brooke?
Brooke: Sometimes. Not always. Are you?
Peyton: No.
Brooke: Okay, then let me ask you something. What is gonna make you happy, Peyton? Is it how you look? Or the car you drive or the people you know? Is it money or celebrity or power or accomplishments? Because I have all those things and I don’t think it’s enough.
Peyton: Well then, what is?
Brooke: Love, I think. And that love can be for a boy or a girl or a place or a way of life or even for a family. But where you find it is up to you. So where are you gonna find that love, Peyton?
Peyton: I think I need to go home.
Brooke: Yeah. I was hoping you’d say that.
Well me and Leo are very good friends. He adores my children but the problem is he spoils them rotten. I mean Mia is 4 years old and she’s a megalomaniac. She says she wants to be an actress,singer and god knows what else. And if you ask her why she thinks she can do all that she’s gonna tell you “Uncle Leo says I can” and that’s it for her. Can you imagine taking a 3 year old kid to FAO Schwartz and tell her “Take everything you want and uncle Leo is gonna buy you that?” Well Leo did exactly this last Christmas, Mia was overjoyed. She thought Leo was Santa Claus. You know I try to teach her material things are not important and there comes uncle Leo with the newest model of a doll’s house (she laughs) - Kate Winslet
“A faithful friend is the medicine of life.” - Apocrypha
As I sit here in the early hours of the morning, reminiscing about the night that has just gone by, I am in such a state of euphoria and inspiration and the only thing I can articulate is: Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
I had the pleasure of catching up with two of my favourite boys, Kuya Ken and Brian (Yan) Riopirio last night. I picked up Kenneth after I finished work and we drove around town trying to meet up with Yan. This journey alone had us in stitches. Our communication methods and the manner in which the three of us converse is enough to show the complete ease we are with each other
Me: where are you?
Yan: Ksubi, do you know where that is?
Me: Pft, no! why would I know where Ksubi is?
Ken: where are you Yan?
Yan: Why would I tell you? Its not like you would know where it was anyway
My driving skills (or lack thereof) seemed to be a source of complete and utter amusement for the boys. Truth be told, I did park illegally in an alleyway (and completely froze when a van full of police drove by) and was beeped at a green light, which shocked me into speeding up (nearly running over a pedestrian). Not to mention, the fact that I tended to drift aimlessly along the streets without any clear sense of direction as I was too distracted with catching up on the latest developments in the boys’ lives. Clearly a life behind the wheel was not my calling.
I figured, they both needed to be fed well, so we went to Tony Romas for ribs. The ambience alone at this restaurant was to die for. They had Celine, Streisand and Whitney blaring form the speakers, we didn’t know weather to wait for Diva Yan to start an impromptu performance or Ashton Kutcher to jump out screaming “You got punk’ed!”.
After forcing the boys to order baby back ribs (I mean who orders a burger at a rib house?), we managed to scoff down our meals in between catching up on each other’s lives. There’s something so poignant about adding value to a gathering by delving deeper into people’s lives. It was as if, the frivolous and superficial details weren’t sufficient for our friendship, we all had a hunger to share our secrets, our dreams, our struggles, our joys and our sorrows. I was so excited to hear all the great things these two were doing. Family, work, and ministry – they’re both taking the world by storm. I had a moment of clarity when the boys told me how proud they were of me, where I realized that I gravitated towards these two growing up, because there was an innate sense of protection I was surrounded by, like they were there to look after me. My two Kuyas (even though technically, Yan is younger in age). I can now also turn to them for advice on boys, which was extremely refreshing, as they no longer treat me like one of the boys!
Not wanting the night to end, I dragged the guys out to get dessert with me, and we made our way to cockle bay wharf for some hot chocolate. We had an in-depth discussion about temperaments (I’m possibly a choleric, from what Yan assumes) and also discovered our mutual OCD habits.
Refusing to let the boys public transport it home, I decided I wanted the extra 2 hours of quality time with my besties and decided to drive out west and travel the Bermuda triangle we lived in (we’re situated at 3 opposite ends of Sydney). Yan introduced my new favorite game “Name 3 things you ♥ about each other” which had me in tears.
I ♥ Yan because:
- He’s such good value. He is constantly making me laugh and brings such joy to any situation
- He shares so many personal in-jokes with me, and we are so comfortable in our own private world neither of us need any explanation
- He has such a great sense of adventure! Always inspiring me to dream bigger, always encouraging me to push further and take on fun adventures weather it be setting life goals, tweeting pics to each other or setting up a camping tent in the living room
I ♥ Kenneth because:
- He possesses such emotional strength. I look at Kuya and I see a boy who has graciously turned into a man. He takes on life’s challenges with such dignity and calmness and is consistent, responsible and reliable like no other
- He is constantly striving to reach new goals. Weather it be training for a marathon, setting up a business, undertaking honors study, or taking on a new teaching job – he is always pushing his limits, reaching further, dreaming bigger
- He is the kindness boy I’ll ever know. Being a pastor, he never lets his humor be at another’s expense, he is constantly trying to be more generous, more understanding, more thoughtful and more appreciative of people. He always (so humbly) wants to better himself.
They both made me message them as soon as I was home because Yan says he “didn’t want to sleep until we’re all safe and sound”, and now I look forward to tomorrow, more energized, inspired, encouraged and motivated to love life and be thankful for the many blessings I have
“True happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice.” -
Samuel Johnston
In an effort to stoke passions, director Sam Mendes, Winslet’s real-life husband, has been cranking up the volume on a Dean Martin ballad each time they launch into the scene. After 13 takes, with patience running on fumes, someone cues up the music again - only this time a practical joker has replaced Dino with Celine Dion’s “My Heart Will Go On,” the syrupy but strangely stirring anthem from Titanic. Suddenly, it’s as if someone pressed the pause button. Everyone freezes for a good five seconds. And then, without saying a word, DiCaprio wraps Winslet in his arms, she spreads hers, and they re-create the iconic hood-ornament image that was wallpapered all over the planet 11 years ago. The 300 or so extras and onlookers explode into applause juicing the stars enough to nail the scene on the next take. - EW December 2008
Confession: I’ve watched this at least 5 times today
Raises martini glass.
Here’s to being able to stuff our faces in front of each other
to our endless tolerance for garlic breath
to first kisses
to sharing wildly inappropriate dreams
to savage fashion commentary
to singing ‘Especially For You’ in the toilets while waiting for each other to finish peeing
to trawling the supermarket for Zappo’s and ice cream
to AJ, Nick, Howie, Brian and Topless Kevin
to subtitles on DVDs which allow us to sing along, loudly and proudly
to basketball players
to boyfriends, whether fake, joint or real (see above photo. Mm-hmm.)
to dunks
to dancing
to muscles
to ‘going there and buying real estate’
to bidding the newlyweds a bawdy farewell
to love, and laughter, and joy
to sharing secrets and sharing food
to empowerment
to the subtle, healing balm of friendship
to girlfriends.
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19.05.10 xoxo
Both of us got sick this weekend. That’s what happens when you make out all the time. Jonathan Groff and Lea Michele.
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